Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Prayers Needed...
So, today was the big court day for our 2 boys. We have really been dreading court, b/c we have no idea what to expect. Michel and Carlos have become our children, and we love them very much. While I was at work, I got a call from our social worker explaining that we may have to give visitation to a biological family member starting Monday. Yuck. I am so worried that if Michel sees these people that we are going to go backwards, with him. It really did take him a while to fully trust us, and I just don't want to go backwards. That really scares us. We want what is best for Michel and Carlos, if that is not with us, I am okay with that, I know God will give me peace about it, but I feel like we are their only true advocates. That the court system has no idea what is best or what is right for Michel and Carlos. That terrifies me. I have to really stop and remember that God is in control and that HE does have their best interest at heart. I am so thankful for a God that knows me, knows my weaknesses, and my worries. I am so grateful that I can pray for peace about this situation, and God will give me peace. I am so thankful that I serve a God that loves Michel and Carlos beyond belief, He knows the number of hairs on their heads, and He will protect them. Please pray for Michel and Carlos, please pray that God will give Emory and I a clear answer on whether or not we should adopt them if that is an option, if it is not an option, please pray that God will protect our hearts, and especially all 4 children's hearts that are involved. Please pray for Michel and Carlos as they begin visitation next week, this will be hard on everyone involved. Especially me!! :( I just want to protect them from harm, I love them! Thanks for your prayers. We will definitely have them until June 4th, that is the date of our next hearing!
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2 comments:
always praying for your sweet family my friend! keep us posted :) looking forward to tomorrow night and hanging out.
Definitely, definitely praying for ya'll! You are so right, God has those precious children in His arms! ...Still though, not knowing what will happen has got to be very hard. I pray God gives ya'll peace & strength! Know I love ya'll! Looking forward to fun times tonight :)
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