Whew,,,,

I just got home from our meeting for the boys. Wow, I am emotionally and physically drained. Crying really takes it out of ya. Since I woke up this morning, God has really been announcing Psalm 46:10 to me. "Be still, and know that I am God." That was hard to do, but I tried my hardest. I gave it to Him. I can honestly say, while I was still VERY emotional, I am trusting Him, that he will prepare and protect all the hearts involved in this situation. I am trusting that my GOD is bigger than this situation, and that HE sees the bigger picture, and that HE will protect my heart. I am so thankful that I have a God that wants to and desires to have a personal relationship with me, and he wants to be the Lord over my details. Praise The Lord!

I am not happy because everything went my way. In fact, as of now there is no resolution to what I already knew to be true this morning. WE are still waiting on the final recommendation. But, I have peace. I asked God to please not allow my babies to be taken while I was in Jordan, I now have absolute peace that this will not happen. FOr many reasons, for 1...I recieved more financial support for my trip today, than I have recieved total in the past 2 weeks. That is God confirming that He has commanded me to go to Jordan, and that He will protect my heart and my kids. 2nd...the info I was given last night was not entirely accurate, I cannot go into detail due to confidentiality, but I will say I 100% believe that God intends for them to be with me when I return from JOrdan! Thank you for all the prayers, and I will update you with new information as I have it!